He said it yesterday

He said the words. We were driving home from meeting with the chemo doctor.

I have cancer

Just like that.

Cancer. I have cancer.

We were driving East on Standiford in Modesto. Just before Tully Rd. A place so familiar.

Does this mean no more Dunkin Donuts for me?

Of course it doesn’t but I don’t say anything. I look at him to see what he’s thinking. He’s leaning forward and it’s not the frightened look anymore.

I’m gonna kick cancers ass.

He says this while he does a semi-body pump. Making a fist and a controlled bump to the steering wheel. It seems verbalizing it takes ownership and empowers him.

I’m gonna be a survivor.

Hell yes baby. You will be a survivor. I’m going to make sure of that. We got this.

And I’m gonna buy you a dozen Dunkin Donuts.

Late lunch/dinner at Miki’s after meeting with Dr. Patel in Stockton.

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